ARGGGG!!!!!

Ehh. Maybe too much but whatever. Much has been going on this past week. Stuff that has been pissing me off, and stuff that has been relatively awesome. Sorta. So lets begin with the good yes?

So a game I've been wanting for a LONG time came out last week. Borderlands 2. Now I loved the first one. Story was weak though. But I'm not gonna into that. I've been waiting for this since... well. since the rumors first surfaced last year. And as Of today I have beat it as the Assassin class (Aka Zer0). I will review it another time though. maybe.

I finally got around to playing the demo of minecraft, after watching a few tutorials on how to survive when you first start. Even after watching them, It was nerve-rakking. (if you get that pun you win a muffin) I might buy the full version. seems like something I may get interested in. maybe.

What else is good in life... Well. I've been playing my new guitar. I guess that's something.

So Shall we get to the bad then? (May have swearing.)

Oh well for starters lets talk about my job huh? Once again It seems I'm getting overlooked and ignored. How you ask? Well for one despite me being more available then any of the other dishwashers, I seem to be getting the Least amount of shifts... Whatever. happens. But 1 shift a week? This is where I start getting irritated. Start. But when you give me 1 shift one week then no shifts the next? Then you start Really pissing me off. But then it gets worse. Because then they take that shift away... What the f***? I kinda need the money. Not only that but it makes me think they do not need me. Kinda like when they ignored me for 5 weeks. And as much as I wish I could let that go, I will not. So basically I need to find a new job in a town of very little opportunity. Brilliant.


And this leads to the next bad thing. A few days ago I managed to lose it. Mentally anyway. Oh yeah. I snapped on myself. And I tried my very best not to flip the f*** out, ranting and raging around. Which ended up making me tossing and turning on my couch, Stress reeking havoc in my head, and a few weak (thankfully) punches to my head. Much as I tried to stop myself from taking it out on myself. Even went for a walk and it didn't seem to help. It usually does. I was more depressed than I have been in a long time. But with the way my lift is going right now... I guess it was a matter of time before I Snapped.

Michael C
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